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Thursday, October 18, 2007
2007 can suck it!
Current mood: calm
2007 has been the worst/best year of my life. But let me just say that I am not sad to see it go…December 31st come quickly. I lost alot that was important to me but gained so much at the same time. Things that I thought could never be removed from me were torn from my hands leaving me ashamed and broken, fortunately when you hit rock bottom the only to go is UP! With the help of a God that has been faithful even though I was faithless at times and and some good solid support from family and love and encouragement from an amazingly beautiful group of people spanning from redlands to OC to LA.I have been able to take one day at a time and move through my pain and grief. I beleive that I am beginning to come “out of the other end of the tunnel” a bit but not ignorant enough to beleive that this next year will be a breeze…actually from what Ive heard it only gets harder. Im choosing to let this mold me and shape me into the woman and mother God desires me to be…although I have hit some bumps along the way and I am sorry to any Ive hurt out of my pain. Through all of this I have been able to see who Angi is again…for so long I had forgotten because I was allowing other peoples actions or ideas of me affect me and my goal to be the best Angi that I can be. I will be forever changed by 2007…2008 has something great for me…I can feel it
Currently listening :
Southern Weather
By The Almost
Release date: 03 April, 2007