its been slow at work…
but its allowed me to do alot of thinking and reflection on things and friends, Im still processing most of it but I have come to the conclusion that I have a really solid group of friends and family that have helped me make it through my every day. They are the reason I still have my sanity….sometimes at least.
Also…consistency is something extremely important to me, in every aspect of life and with people too. Consistency whether its good or bad, right or wrong, loyalty or disloyalty, dark or light, funny or hilarious, reliable or unreliable…consistency helps me breathe better.
Well last night we went to wal mart the trip was uneventful but I took this pic of Carynn and Kevin that I love…
Today Carynn and I slept in and it was magnificent! We laid in bed, ate bread, and watched rest of the second season of “Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia”, which is freaking hilarious…btw. We FINALLY got ready after our bathing suit shower 
and went to Stell to meet up with Amy (SHES BACK FROM FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!), Travis, and Logan. Had some lunch and a mint Javalanche, yum.
Later in the day I worked a little then met Jeanie, Scott, Demetri, Carynn, Kevin, Nick, Lauren, Kevin, Livy, and Toby at market night. Stella went on the slide and and rode the pony, which of course she picked the biggest one and the leader of the whle thing. His name was Storm and she loved that!
Doing things like that makes me miss Ryan even more
Stella and I went home had some corn dogs and watched Juno together. She loves that movie. I think its the music she loves. I bought her a new shirt and shoes today and of course she had to try it all on n dance in them to make sure they were just right.
bottom line….
I LOVE being Stella Lauren Londons mom.