I can’t shake this little feeling, I’ll never get anything right

Why do i suck at showing my emotions, or let the people i love know that i love and care about them. It is so sad that i can show someone that i don’t like them but when it comes to showing special people in my life that i would do anything for them or i really care about them, i just can’t. It sucks that some of my friends feel that i don’t appreciate them enough or appreciate them at all. I would honestly die without the people i care about and it sucks that i cant physically show or let them know that i care about them that much, i hope this would give them a better idea. Dear friends, you know who you are if it wasn’t for you guys, i would hate life and wouldn’t know what to do with myself.

That’s all.
Love
Burak.

every morning

i wake up to an extremely numb left hand, like so numb that you don’t even think about giving yourself the stranger. I’m about to take a shower and go to work, so I guess that’s pretty exciting. Last but not the least, we should take advantage of the all you can eat shrimp at red lobster.
Now it’s time to start my day even though it’s already 12:45 pm.

ps. i love waking up and going through my text messages and only text messages i get are from twitter and it’s always jav and deebo, i feel like i’m missing out on a lot of twittering because i am sleeping. Note to self: wake up earlier to twitter or go to work earlier after all i owe a lot of money.