http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav Just another Notpopular.com weblog Sun, 04 Jan 2009 00:09:43 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I fucking hate people sometimes. Particularly old people. They can be such fucking assholes. It makes me feel better about myself, knowing that how mean I can be, there is someone else out there who is way meaner. Almost on a daily basis, an old lady makes me feel like an ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2009/01/03/ask/ Its the second day of 2009. So far, not much has changed. Its so funny to me that we all think things will magically change and we can resolve to make ourselves better people on one fucking day of the year. Like at midnight on the 31st/1st, all of our ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2009/01/02/so-this-is-the-new-year/ I have never bought porn. I have never owned or paid for a magazine or video. I have only been to two strip clubs in my life. I just don't care. Its just not my thing. I have of course seen it, and I don't necessarily think its wrong. I just don't ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/27/body-counts/ How can you possibly listen to Bob Marley and not be put in a good mood? I woke up at 6:22 and couldn't go back to sleep. I had troubled sleep all night, waking up from weird/bad dreams. I tried to go back to sleep, but terrible, awful things appeared in ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/26/dont-rock-my-boat/ in no particular order- fleece blanket ipod alarm clock vans flannel plaid hoodie vampire books coach keychain vans watch polaroid film box of socks underwear handmade ornaments electric toothbrush razors chanel cologne bed 300 count sheets amazing morning. breakfast, presents... dev got good stuff. erakuh got good stuff. everyone is happy. going to eat and movies later. this was the first year that i can remember in a looooooong time ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/25/xmas/ As I write this I am getting my hair put into corn rows. I want to write a top ten list of 2008. Ill get on that soon. Its christmas eve. I'm actually really excited about christmas. Maybe because I actually have a lot of presents to give. Devin is finally old ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/24/check-out-my-gravel-pit/ I was ok when I woke up. A little groggy. Just kinda hard to get outta bed. I was fine when I went to the bathroom and took a shower, the same as I do every morning. Making a peanut butter and honey sandwich wasn't bad. Didn't make coffee like I normally ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/20/wake-up-exhausted/ I've been a teacher for almost 5 years now. I've got a backpack full of thank you notes and cards. Have I EVER given someone who's graduating a card saying "great job, you made it, I'm proud of you"? No. Never. Why is that? Is it that I don't care? Absolutely ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/18/expressionless/ my hands are cold. its raining. i need a manicure. 10 days til xmas. not quite ready. havent been writing. have had plenty of time to write, just havent been. ive had this urge to throw something when im upset lately. thats it. http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/15/viva-love/ I'm writing this while sitting on a dryer. The warmth and hum are soothing. Awoken thursday at 645 to my mom calling to tell me that papa was dead. My grandfather was old. He had been a sailor in his youth, and in his last days had thought for a while that ... http://notpopular.com/blogs/jav/2008/12/06/saints-and-sailors/