So basically I’ve been struggling with this whole “straight edge” labeling situation and the thought of claiming etcetera.  I, myself, have always seen the straight edge/hardcore scene being for the guys, for brotherhood.  At the same time thats so stupid.  Just because I have boobs and wear fake eyelashes doesnt make me any less of a hardcore kid.

Hardcore has been my life for so many years I dont see why i have ever let myself not fully enjoy it.  Also, I have cleaned up my life and will never go back so why not claim?

I guess I just haven’t ever claimed because I have always cared what others think about me.  I hate being judged for my decisions, I hate being ridiculed for what i adore in my life.

BUT WHO FUCKING CARES?!

I know I don’t anymore and its about time!! I’m 23 years old. I have no one to impress, and i don’t give a fuck what people think about me anymore.  I allowed myself to become so utterly depressed earlier this year for reasons that were so meaningless and held no true value to who i am or what i stand for.

So fuck it. Fuck everyone who talks shit because they really have no reason to.  I know how much of an amazing person I am inside and out!  And if others can’t see it, its their loss.  I’m a great friend, a good listener, and I am always here for anyone who need someone.

Hmmm… so many points and ideas spread all over the place.  So to sum it up:

my life: straight edge
my scene: hardcore
my love: God

GET OVER IT!!