ha, cowboys lost.

anyways, i am in tears.

my detective work is taking TO LONG.

its hard to explain, but one plan failed, im still resorting on plan b, or plan M, mattie.

i guess thats her name, i hopefully will soon find out.

ok im tired, and i feel sick.

i know it’s corny, but everyone does it, well i dont know if they actually do the things on the list, i know i dont…but i feel more prioritized.

it’s a good thing to try to do, atleast i have some clue of what to do with my mess of a life…

 ok.

1. drink more water.

2. get better sleep.

3. watch all wolf’s rain episodes.

4. GET A KITTY WHEN MY DAD MOVES IN.

5. find a job (when i get back to kearns)

6. get a haircut

7. walk andy atleast 3-4 times a week.(when i get back to kearns change this to jog in the mornings at least 3-4 times a week)

8. write CJA.

9. finish science packet, and the others, when they get here.

10. be more honest, do something with stress and anxiety.

-more later, i always think of shit.

love myself.

ok, well it’s saturday night.

today me and my grandfatha went to the farmers market, it was the last day, got some peaches and tomatoes.

there was this REALLY cute hippie skirt but the lady wasnt there, so we walked off : (.

then we took andy the cute lil’ poodle on a walk at this lake park thing.

it’s pretty then we drove up to snowbasin, next week were going back to ride the chairlift, the colors are already pretty.

im so full, my grandpa made chillie and then i had some greek pastries.

i took a nap today, : ( and missed the showing of benchwarmers, i love that movie, i had the dvd but it got thrashed.

o-k more whenever.

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND.

-im talking to internet ghosts.

i have been feeling like i should just push stuff of latley.

im a procastinator, so i do this everyday.

but my school packets need to be finished.

completely… ha.

i miss my house, i just want my mom to move already so i can go home and sleep in my own bed.

but it’s cool here.

i still havent wrote my man, but it’s not like i can send a letter to him out here.

ok maybe more later, cause this is just rambling.

ok well.

life is shit, lets see, 1) mother drama, like i kicked her ass and now i am with my grand fatha. he’s awsome, but i miss my house and my littlest sister, and my bed.

but whatever. 2)i have court soon, again. man…. and then 3)i miss my baby, i miss my man, he’s so fucking hot, i love him and im going to wait for him and be his good girl and then we’ll make love.

on another note, hmmm.
goals;;

work out (i have taken the dog out for a 30 min. walk the last two days.)
eat better, it’s kinda hard at my grandpas, he likes to spoil.
write my baby.
finish school packets asap! so i can sit on my ass.

i cant wait for my dad to get off vaca, he’s moving in and my moms moving out, and then i will have the dream life i’ve been praying for.

wellll.

i am in school right meow.

anyways, i dont know why there is a blogger thingy when no one reads it.

so yeahhhh.